How I betrayed the one I loved.

She is like a river that is in its purest form and I am the pebble which she goes over ,caressing me for a while but she has to leave otherwise it won't be able to reach the ocean. So as our story she is pretty , damn pretty, she has considerable amount of intelligence , no doubt
What we are different at ,is our opinions, our views ,even she doesn't know about this place
That I write about her, I have been away from her for a long time and encountered horrible experiences and they have shaped my mindset ,my ideology a lot , I have learnt things , I have forgotten also. I don't know I have come out as a better person or not, probably not. The life I have envisioned from now is no more good for you, yes I know you. You would be questioning
Why with you , you didn't have any fault but at least ,love , you have a reason to forget ,to hate me that I left you but what about me I left you even after loving you, I betrayed you even after loving you. I was wrong , I am wrong, I will be wrong on this part but one day you are definitely going to feel good when you will meet your ocean ,when you will be lost in that world of yours. I know you felt bad , you will
But the river never stops, it keeps on moving
Spreading happiness wherever it goes.
You wanted reasons I had actually no explanations ,yes I am of my own kind
I did it , I loved,I betrayed , now I will live with it.