An Amateur lover

An Amateur lover seeking out love like the sunlight in the canopy of dense forest.
Surrounded by the air of expectations and pseudo expectations for his bright future .
The only goal of his life is flying but the society is making every single choice to shape his mindset of making him carrier oriented , whatever it may be but money should come . Nobody gives a fuck to peace.
In the end when laying on the bed and counting their breaths , what they visualise from their nostalgia is repentance , regret
The Amateur is surrounded by conditions
As if he owes his life to someone , is being compelled to live on conditions
Dilemma is dominating him .

He think of himself as the most perfect man ever , who will always keep his loved ones happy. But what he ends with is just being screwed everytime he makes an effort .
Everyone is faking in this world
Wearing mask of all sorts no one wants to reveal it .
He is seeking for that true love
Where he doesnt  need to wear that mask
Where both of them can feel by the touch of hands
Where eyes talk
Where smile of lips make every other body part jealous of not being worthy of filling the atmosphere with positivity
Amateur lover is seeking love from his love
But wait  ............
Seeking , he realised today when something is hidden it can be  seeked out
But love , it is not any thing
It's the purest of pure
Most divine thing
The ultimate
It can not be seeked , it can not be compelled
Love finds it's way
It expands your limit
It makes you do what is best for your partner
It is true if unconditional and pseudo ,if counditional , it's not any deal
If you are in love
You don't need any thing
If you have to seek it out
Then you are not worthy of being called upon a lover
Love is  the air which passes by through her hair
Love is the aroma of her presence
Love is the child inside her
Love is the chaos inside her
Love is ........................


          -(an Amateur lover has become a                       mature lover):-)